morning fiasco

*sigh*
SOME FACTS ABOUT THIS MORNING:
I wrote my previous post at about 3:45 this morning.
I finished it at about 4.
Dad got up extra early to do extra exercise.
He caught me just closing the window of my blog.
I got an early telling plus a warning look that meant if he’d ever catch me again so late, I’d better get [...]

…today’s

my graduation day.
I know I have been writing about this day for like a month, which is not saying much for I only managed to post a few, but now, it is finally here. I can’t actually go to sleep thinking about it. It feels like I am torn between being happy, excited, nervous, sad [...]

of stars and scars

“…one should not set too much store for medals for at the sunset of life, God will not look for the stars on our chests but for the scars in our hearts…” 
“..dont want wounds? Then don’t love and dont let anyone into your life; push everyone away.”
“…we get wounded because we love…and those wounds we should [...]

…and I searched you on google

So far, this was the “craziest” and yet most promising thing I ever did to find you. To be fair, all I did was send you constant emails before even though it seemed that you never got them. Then last night as I was writing the “I miss you” post, I got the idea that [...]

I miss you

I really do.
It’s been about two years since we last write to each other and I miss our constant e-mails. Do you still remember my dad? He’s the one beside you on your way to Thailand and asked you if you’re okay since you were crying. And in the end, he asked for your add and then [...]

do I really have to do this?

We no longer have regular classes since the year’s about to close in a couple of days. We just go to school everyday to attend the practice for the recognition and the graduation. I thought that all my responsibilities in high school ended this monday. But now…
…They’ve “asked” me if I can do something very [...]

Booksales!

Another thing I am looking forward to regarding the “trip” this monday. The biggest bookstore in the country is still on sale! It’s a month-long event and I am already seeing the tons of books that are made available for a lower price! 
Oh, I’ve been to a branch of this bookstore last March 2. And [...]

my college preparations…

…officially starts this monday.
We are going to the city to pass my requirements for a dormitory and to go through my medical examinations. I’m still apprehensive about it though. “It” here means staying in the dorm in the campus. Truth is, I have been influenced by so many views about the matter. I heard that [...]

Finding my way back…

…to GOD.
I am glad to say that I found it! It was just before me all along that the realization hit me so hard that I have to fight hard to stop my tears. I was in a crowded place, see? One does not have to go searching in faraway places to find one’s way back to God. See, [...]

yey! end of exams!

I’ve been away for so long for its the finals! For three days, we faced gruelling reviews and hard tests…its draining, physically and mentally, really, taking long tests for three hours nonstop and all that is just HARD! But the reality that after the final test this afternoon, we would be free from highschool motivated everyone of [...]