lines and melodies

i’ve just rediscovered my great liking for music. i momentarily lost it during that stressed-out period some weeks ago.
let me elaborate on that more. during those days, i let go of all the things that cause me happiness. i dont know why, but i just did. i shut my eyes on all my good books, [...]

THE source

i have just traced where my depression started. it all began when we moved from my home (its as i see it) to a new and unfamiliar place. now, i dont blame my parents for this. i thought i was ready for a change. i thought i was open to everything.
it took me some time [...]

division again?

i dont know why every time we do a class project, we just tend to divide into two. it’s as if we forget everything we overcame through those four years and the disputes are getting deeper everytime. the fights are ever hard to resolve. hmmm…add the fact that everybody is just touchy due to the fact [...]

where sleepless nights lead

again, my ever amounting schoolwork pushed me through two nights without sleep. i have to write some script for the digital film we are to submit this friday. the work was terribly hard and pressing. not complaining, though.
so, where do sleepless nights lead to? eyebags? low muscle-eye coordination? what else? colds? yawns in classes? brain [...]

aliens turned to rebels

ever since our whole section stepped on the confines of our school, teachers and other students have been looking at us as if we were aliens. that’s a bit of an understatement, though. it’s as if we were all smelly, scary-looking aliens with an extra eye in the middle of our foreheads and extra arms [...]

the Zahir

i finished “the Zahir”, a book written by Paulo Coelho. it says on the cover that it is a book about obssession, obssession of a man to find a woman who disappeared without a single word: his wife of ten years. at first, he didnt want to believe the fact she may simply have left him. he got himself worried [...]

grateful, happy and proud

i’ve heard about the holidailies a day or two before it turned december 1. i really really wanted to, uh, participate (?) and update my blog everyday for a month. but when i started to get excited and all, i realized that i would be joining a press conference for a week. ill be stuck in [...]